September 2, 2009

Miss S's first day of Kindergarten

And so, here we are: no more babies at home. Our little Miss S is no longer so little, for she is now a school aged Kindergartener! This is her response to, "How are you doing?"

This is our typical, first day of school outside the house shot; every kid has one.
The bus is stopped, waiting fore her to climb aboard. I can almost hear her thoughts, can't you?

She is so lucky to have a big sister, goading her on, cheering for her, racing down the hill to the bus stop...
This one almost hurts to look at. The anxiety in her face, her curled up little fists. The good news is, this was one brief and flashing moment.

Just in case you thought Miss K was being ignored, we have a shot or two of her as well- much trickier at her bus stop with casts of thousands (well, at least 10).
And this was my way of fighting back the anxiety of Miss S's bus home being 14 minutes late... smile for me, Dad! For the record, Dad was calm and never once imagined the calamities I gave in to. When did I become anxious Momma???
Miss S reports her first day was great, that she "LOVED IT!" and is excited about returning tomorrow. She was full of news, and remembered more and more fun details to shower us with (which of course we ate up every bit of).
I went to my office to set up for school's start for me next week. It was too hard to stick around an empty and quiet house. Still, I didn't cry.
I saw a mom and young girl strolling to get their mail, and then walk hand in hand to their car. I was saddened that I don't have my Monday (day off) sidekick anymore. BUt still, I held it together.
But now that the kids are in bed, my pictures are up, and it is again very, very quiet, I can't quite stop the tears from pouring. When did my girlies get to be so big?
Don't get me wrong, I don't begrudge the beautiful girls they are growing up to be. I celebrate every moment (well okay, a lot of moments) and cheer them on as they leap closer toward the fabulous people they are developing into.
But the Momma in me just can't help being a little sad the golden moments of young childhood are coming to a close.
I love you, my girls!

9 comments:

Lauren Hartman said...

Aww, Sara. Sounds like a very bittersweet day. They girls are adorable, and I hope they both have a fantastic school year!

Nicki said...

These are wonderful captures that will only get better as you look back at them over the years. The speed at which our little ones adapt to school is truly bittersweet to us mommies. Both of mine are in their teens and there is still a part of me that wants to keep them home with me each and every day.

Reds said...

She looks so grown up waiting for the bus - you can see she is so happy to start school!!!

Margaret said...

What a sweet, sweet post. So many mixed emotions go along with watching our kids grow up. It's exciting to see them progress, grow and achieve, but at the same time, it's sad for us moms to say goodbye to the baby days. Love those shots of all the excitement and anticipation of the first day of kindergarten.

Suzy said...

Awww she is so cute all ready for school. What a doll. I hope she had a wonderful day and I'm glad she had a big sister to watch over her!

Anonymous said...

The clenched fists shot is so telling, but I am so glad she liked the first day. Hint: I go get a pedicure by myself on the first day of school every year. A little mom tradition makes it a bit easier:)

Tracie said...

Love these shots Sarah, they're priceless :) Have fun at school, girls!

Gypsy Girl(Brenda) said...

She looks adorable for her first day. I am glad she liked it. They grow up so fast.

Amy said...

I loved reading this, you conveyed the love you have for your girls in such a beautiful way. Your photos are fabulous too.

I have homeschooled my girls (still do the youngest), but my older girl started high school this year and we sent her to a school. That first day, I felt like you all must sending yours to K, just tore me up.