Daddy Daughter Dance 08

K.'s second Daddy Daughter Dance! They had so much fun.

Two for fun.

Envisioned by,
created by,
artfully arranged by... my kids. Who then told me, "get the camera Mom, you have to get this!!!"

...and they were SO right! Thanks girlies!

March 5, 2008 *cropping*

No great journaling today; a simple entry from the weekend's snow.

March 4, 2008 *cropping*

The original.

The Crop. In color.

Tighter. Black and white.

Okay, my settings were: (manual) 1/125, 4, ISO 640. 100mm, 5D. ACR: increased brightness +53 (from +50). Color- defog, slight color pop with channel mixer, screen light layer at low opacity. BnW: ran my recipe, then added duplicate layer with increased contrast and decreased brightness.

I had a lot of fun with this conversion, I have to admit. TFL, and as usual, all comments (most especially HHCC) is wholeheartedly embraced!

~~* Thanks for the kind words about my grnadmother last week. She is happily settled into a beautiful spot, where my dd K. believes she is living in her very own castle that she is kind enough to share with others. Yes, it's that perfect of a fit. We had very few bumps along the way, other than a few odd family dynamics as we should probably expect. Truely, it is all as it should be. Next weekend, we'll clean abd lock up the old place, and then be able to focus on the present fully. Thanks also for the requests of pics of my grandmother; she refuses photos at this point, but I'll look up a few old but goodies. *~~

2. 27. 08. *interactions*

"Waiting"
Today my family begins a chapter in finality. My grandmother, or "GG" moves into a nursing home today. She is 91, and it is time for her to not live independantly anymore. The complex she is moving into is beautiful and she will be perfectly suited for it.

There's something about change that just pulls out all the familiar family dynamics, isn't there?

I'm feeling so sad that my grandmother is leaving her town, her home and her friends. I'm sad she's leaving the town where my in-laws live, five minutes down the road. I'm sad that she is faced with this stage of her life. I'm so sad that the vivaious, full of life woman I cherish and is one of my role models has to finish her life on others' terms. I'm sad that she has lost (hopefully temporarily) her belief in magic and fun.

I want the whole world to know how cool she was, how intensely she loved and lived, how she was the great keeper of secrets. How she created a world of magic for any child lucky enough to know her. And able to maintain that spell for their children, too.

How she created a garden with little rock paths and layers upon layers of flowers. I simply knew fairies muct live in that garden; she insisted they lived in the rock wall. I think we were both right.

I love how she inspires larger than life creativity, and respect and love for others, especially those who were different.

I hate that she refers to herself as "waiting". For the train, that is. To go meet up with my grandfather and her daughter she lost at the age of 18. And I don't blame her a bit, as her body is giving up on her.

I wish it could be different. I wish she was able to be on her game, so that when she grabs the next train out of here, she is dashing after it, hat flying, skirts whipping, and a smile from ear to ear...rips in her shirt cuff, grass stains all over. And Sally, Tom and friends cheering her on. And all of us standing back, smiling through tears and shaking our heads as we watch her go to where we know she will be Ultimately Happy.

Rosemary was never a person to sit around waiting.

1/125, 5.6, 125 ISO, manual. Polarizing filter, CWB. 5D, 70-200, @200mm. Cropped in pping. No changes in ACR. Defog. Resized for web. TFL!

Day 56 *more from my walk*

Hope you are enjoying these!
I found a PILE of what I later figured out to be porcupine quills, in clumps. I've never seen such a thing. I tried not to imagine WHY there would be clumps of porcupine clumps, poor thing was probably someone's meal. Which is fine so long as I don't have to see it, KWIM?

I found these lying on the leaf as though fairies of the forest had arranged them. I missed K when I saw it, thinking she'd probably create a whole story about it. I was pulled in by the soft round-ness (okay, now I'm making up words) of the pine- um, seeds? pods? - I have got to learn more about what I'm posting before I post, LOL- and the spots on the leaves.

Thanks for looking!
***and POTDers, I posted a thread on two peas looking for some help testing a few texture files I made. If anyone is interested, email me with your email, and I will send you a link to the album. I haven't heard back if it is working or not...

Day 54 *shapes* 2. 23. 08.

So, if you had several hours to yourself in the winter, what would you do?

I decided to go tromping though the woods, armed with my 5D, macro, monopod, tissues and warm gloves. And hiking shoes. And fake sherpa vest under my wintercoat.

I live very close to much state parkland, which makes this a beautiful place to live. I drive through a Palisades State Park (not connected to Palisades in NJ- differnt park) every day on my way to work, or visiting my parents, etc. I could take a highway, but why would I choose to do that if this is my alternative? Anyway- I've been wanting to go on a photo adventure in this park for the almost five years we've lived here.

This was a happy accident. I found and old rusted out hunk of metal laying among the brush. Doesn't it have great color?

This was a HUGE patch of ice, sitting between me and a wall of ice and giant icicles. I figured I spent most of the winters of my childhood skating on ponds and streams~ why not? I made it across without falling.

Isn't this cool? It's a layer of ice that formed over a ditch of sorts, with a layer of leaves underneath. I love how the sun is lighting up the ground under the ice.

This old tree was amazing. It was covered in all sorts of creepygrowing things that I have no clue what they are! Unfortunately, my shots of those didn't come out as well- full sun and errant brances in the way. Anyway, this tree just looked like it has a story to tell, doesn't it?

Thanks for looking! And please- as always, I am grateful for HHCC.
Oh- and yesterday's plant was the trunk of a rubber tree plant.

Day 53 *shapes* 2. 22. 08.

...and this is her face! : ) I like her expression in this snapshot~ even if she does look like a big girl.

I've been playing with macros and especially focusing on textures. This one just jumped out at me for shape.

TFL!

Day 52 *shapes* 2. 20. 08.

Thanks for the feedback yesterday. I appreciate it so much!

This kissable shape makes me smile every time I see it. I've been seeing more and more signs of my "baby" growing into an independant little person. She helps us clean, set the table, cook... you name it, she wants a hand in it. Her conversational skills are blooming, and her face is suddenly losing all signs of baby-hood. *sigh* It went so fast.

Then, I have glimpses into the last vestiges of baby. Her round little tum, her perfect little belly button (she's the first person I know who has an "outie"), allowing me to swaddle her and rock her while I call her my baby and tickle her. She still loves to be rocked (hey, don't we all?) and it pleases her to no end when I stop and snuggle with her (so long as it isn't in a moment when she is choosing to be a mini-adult!).

This week I have off from school. It has been a fabulous respite. K had to return to school, begrudgingly, today. My goal was to spend the day upstairs~ clearing the clutter piled on my desk, finally conquering the laundary demon that took over my room, and maybe even taking on the corner of the girls' closet that is piled high with out-of-season, too small clothes. I got about an hour.

Then, my baby called me. and I decided that if it had waited this long, putting it off until night really wasn't such a big deal. Today, I snuggled my baby, played music, laughed, and chased her with my camera.

A perfect day, one of a few left in this golden age of hints of my baby.

I was trying to shoot manually, but had to give up- the lighting changed depending on which direction she ran in- and she did a lot of running. So here are the particulars for AV mode: 1/100, 4, 500 ISO; 100mm (of course) and my 5D. ACR: custom curves. Defog, screen light layer. I think that's it. As always HHCC is welcome and much sought after. Thanks!

Day 51!! February 20, 2008 *shapes*

*This is the original shot- with same pping, but uncropped.

Shapes-
This is last one of the series of flowers. I had so much fun playing with these~ macros are fun! I am enjoying myself, but would also love some feedback about where/how to improve. HHCC pleaseee.

This is from K's bouquet. They are the richest, deepest purple-red. There is probably a name for the color, but I don't know what it would be.
These flowers are bringing such joy in the midst of a dissmal winter. It's cool, not freezing. It's rainy, not snowing. Even DH remarked this am, "We need a good snowstorm...one that snows us in!" Of course, his reasons for wanting to be snowed in are a bit more... adult. Not that I mind at all.

*ahem* I digress.
Okay, here are the particulars: manual, w/monopod; 1/20, 5.6, 640 ISO. 100mm macro, 5D.
Processing:ACR: exposure +.25, increased contrast from +25 to +35, luminance smoothing :39, Color noise reduction: 65; custom curves. Icropped in a little more in pping, ran a defog and screen light layer at low opacity.
TFL, and thanks for putting up with the early post yesterday. The kids really, really wanted me to watch the movie with them!

February 19, 2008 *shapes*

Shapes. I am tryng to experiment and play and around with macro shots for hanging up on my walls. When my daughters and I each received a bouquet for Valentine's I was thrilled with the possibilities for playing. Today's shapes- S's yellow rose (she got 3- she's three!)

Settings: (manual) 1/125, 5, 800 ISO, adjusted curve in ACR. 100mm macro, 5D. I'm not too sure on my PPing, but think I ran defog on this one. Cropped in pping. Used my monopod for stabilization.

Same as above, different crop.

1/40, 5, 500 ISO. In ACR, increased contrast, decreased brightness and tweaked the curve.

1/125, 5.6, 500 ISO. IN ACR: increased brightness, custom curves. I ran a screen light layer on this one, for sure. It's a little too light, but I loved the shape of the petals here. 1/50, 6.3, 500 ISO. Custom curve. Iwas going for moodier, more detail in the petal veins.
All input is greatly appreciated. I know I ran the noise reduction filter in PS on some of my rose pictures, but don't now recall which ones. I think my age is starting to impact my memory... but let's pretend I simply am a busy working mom who can't keep everything together in my mind anymore. But that's a post for another day. : )

Thanks for looking, and for all the feedback yesterday. It was fun to read other people think my kids are cute too!

The girls

I'm off theme I know. But this weekend is a long awaited, much needed break for all of us. School is hard for K., the time away from family is tough on S., and the last two weeks have been extraordinarily intense and emotionally draining for me. So today was about savoring a "family day." we sat, we played, we relaxed, we talked, we ate and we just were. It was amazing. And can I just say, pure momma googles and all, my girls are amazing, talented and beautiful ; 0 )

Here's K: 1/125, 3.2, 800 ISO (manual)
Flash fired, bounced off the mirror behind me. 5D, 100mm lens. CWB on all pics, as well as custom curves in ACR. On both K. pictures. Light screen layer, in addition to defog and conversion. Oh yeah, ran a light dodge on the eyes in all of these.

Here's S: 1/100, 3.2, 800 ISO (manual, I think- might be AV). Bounced flash off ceiling (you can see it in her eye!). PLayed with this in ACR and had to run light screen layer in this one as well. Not sure what I did, can't seem to get my Browser to cooperate with me at the moment.

I couldn't resist making this one black and white. Seriously, my kids are beautiful! Feel free to disagree, just not on my blog ;)
TFL. I shoot for being on theme tomorrow!

I played with macros on our Valentine flowers. This first set is from Dh to me, because I love purple. Isn't he thoughtful? I shot all of these manually with my monopod, 580EX external flash bounced behind me to my right, 100mm and 5D. I ran a custom curve in Adobe RAW, defog and light screen light layer in PS on all of these.

1/20, 5.6, ISO 640.

1/25, 5.6, ISO 640, increased contrast in Adobe RAW

1/25, 5.6, ISO 640, increased contrast in A.RAW

1/20, 5.6, ISO 640

Thanks for looking. I am glad to finally be back up and running!

Day 35 apperture (not on theme)

This is Sammy, the mishchieveous cat. He happened to sit still when I was practicing with my flash, and so had a photo taken of him. He looks full of attitude even when he just sitting around, doesn't he ; )

I bounced the flash off my bookcase and the ceiling behind me. I just super-zoomed into his eye to check- that was kinda cool. Anyway, same settings as yesterday, although I believe I cranked the FEC to +1/3.
TFL!

Day 34~ 2. 5. 08. ~ BFF

This is "My Best Friend Dora" with S. My funny little S. discovered her BFF when grocery shopping- HER FAVORITE THING TO DO!!??!!- when we stumbled across this life size Dora. S. was immediately captivated. Each time we went shopping, we had to "visit" Dora. first, we took her off her shelf, then we pressed her hand to listen to her talk and sing, then S. would hold her hand (through the plastic) and tell her all about our day.
S. decided Santa would of course bring her BFF home to her.
Dora is a little bit scary. She is the same size as S., and she has a GIANT head. S. has largely ignored her.
But within the last few days, we've braided her hair, talked and sang with her, and today S. climbed on her lap to whisper and laugh with her. She even posed for this picture!! I think the difference has been the Dora now sits on the floor. She is much less intimidating that way.

So, I was playing with my flash today. I shot this (manually) at 1/160, 5.6, 1000 ISO. The flash was bounced to the right of me, off blinds and the ceiling. 100mm lens (no, it hasn't come off my camera in a few weeks!).
TFL, and yes, I blew her cheek a little. I had a hard time without metering with the very darks, vrey lights and everything in between. Any advice?

2. 4. 08. Sister secrets

Just a snapshot, but I really like the moment captured. Who knows what the big sisiter is plotting? I've mentioned before that I am grew up as an only child, so moments like this simply light me up inside. I love how they are holding each other close, and grinning. If I wanted to stay sentimental, I'd say something about the love of two sisters, how they can be best of friends and worst of enemies in the span of five minutes... and how I treasure the moments of friendship.

I suspect, however, they were up to no good, plotting against their poor parents ; ) That's what sisters do!

1/15, 2.8, ISO 1000. (100mm, flash fired and bounced off ceiling and a corner of a wall). I love how the little bit of motion blur gave S. a cool skin glow! TFL.

Day 27 winter berries (not on theme)

Just for fun... shot in macro, yesterday in my parents' front yard. This looks Eastern to me. Excuse the small crop, I was chopping for a set of frames I'm finally filling :)

Day 24- words-

I trying something a little different today, out of my box a little. I used the theme of words loosley, as I like this shot. It is my favorite snack mix at the moment. Wasabi peas, raw cashews, raw pistacios, Brazilian nuts and a few dried cherries too (I've since nixed the cherries- I like the spicy wasabi instead!).

I felt like it was boring, and just stumbled onto one of my brushes. So, I played. It's something different, not anything I'd do to a picture I actually liked, but for fun this just kind of hit me.

Anyway, if anyone is actually seeing this today...I'm not linking to the 2Ps challenge thread today as I know I won't have the time to comment on a whole lot of blogs myself. So, this is a "free" day :)

I was trying to play with my macro settings. I read with my lens manual to set the camera to 5.6 and focus and adjust from there. I wanted to see if I oculd play with my apperture just a little.
Settings: 1/60, 4.0, 800 ISO. 5D, 100 mm. (NR filter used in PS, also brightened with a screen light layer at a low opacity, and defog and resize. TFL (If you were here, say hello!)

Day 23- words

Let me say, I am not by nature a morning person. It is unhealthy for me to have human contact until after I have been in bed for twenty to thirty minutes, washed up, and at the very least started brewing my coffee.

It is my great fortune to have a coffee maker that brews one cup at a time, in the most lovely brands and flavors. There is something about the smell of coffee brewing that immediately provokes a sense of energy and contentment. Is it that I can remember the smell from my youth? Or perhaps it is more that I am conditioned as Pavlov's dogs. Either way, "Green Mountain Coffee" (especially yummy Breakfast blend), at least for me, has a whole lot of happy association with it.

:)
TFL. As has become my habit, this was taken with my 5D, (which I am loving, thanks, Heather!) and 100mm lens on macro setting. I strongly suspect most of my posts this week will be with the same setup- I am enjoying this experiment.
CWB. 1/160, 5.6, 1000 ISO. defog, sized for web. The background, by the way, is white paper :)

Day 22- words

These are responsible for the most miraculous change in my oldest daughter, K. She has always been the baby, child, girl who got sick. I used to say if someone in the grocery store sneezed five ailes away, K would have strep or broncitis before we checked out. When she was a baby, we would say, "well, when she gets to school her immune system will be strong."
Then she was sick for two years of preschool. "Well, she'll be healthy when she gets to kindergaten."
Not.
Enter our wonderful family allergist, who in August diagnosed K with asthma, as well as finding some underlying allergies.

I wasn't crazy about the idea of pumping a little girl's body with medication, I have to tell you. He asked me to committ to trying them for one month.
We noticed an immediate difference.
She has not been on antibiotics once this school year.
Last year, she was on antibiotics 12 times.
She has missed 6 days this year. Two of those were for a family wedding. One of those was because I was too sick to get her to school.
Last year, in total, she missed over 20.

Her postnasal drip is gone. Her snoring is gone. Her constant throat clearing is gone. Her occassional mild runny nose no longer develops into psnemonia, strep or some other chest involved infection.

I cannot say enough for how much these two medications have helped my girl. Thank you, Doctor S!

CWB, 5D, 100 macro setting.
Veramyst: 1/400, 5.6, ISO 1000 (um, should have checked that!)
Singulair: 1/125, 5.6, ISO 1000
defog and resized both.
TFL!

Day 21- words- (not on theme!)

Not on theme, but an important tradition was documented. Every Sunday am, DH makes cinnamon rolls for the girls. They love every bit of it: taking out the special baking tray, seperating the rolls, placing them ever so carefully, and then the waiting. S especiallyloves the part when they spread the frosting and watch it melt, dripping down the sides.

This is Poppy's tradition: Dunkin Donuts. Every Sunday, whenever we are together he goes out and picks up a dozen from DnD's. There has to be at least two Boston Creme's, several Chocolate frosted, and a few French Crullers. None of the adults are sweets the the morning kind of folks, but we all join in for this fun tradition.

There's something about a Sunday morning treat, isn't there?

TFL. All shot macro mode, 5D, 100mm.

DnD: 1/20, 5.6, 500 ISO (no tripod, leaned on napkin holder).

Cinn. roll pic: 1/80, 5.6, 1250 ISO .

Day 19- photoshop before and after

I wanted a snapshot of a goal of mine- to organize and have a place for the kids' stuff. We live in a nice townhouse, but our space is really fairly small.

My oldest is a prolific artist. She can create 15 sheets of "art" in a sitting. We are buried under all the art and accompanying supplies.
I decided she needed A Spot. I found these cubes at Target, sold for organizing scrapbooking things. It's perfect! Stickers, oil pastels, crayons, markers, glue, scissors, projects that have already been created as well as paper for making something new: it all has a place. Hurray for a little piece of sanity!

1/160, 3.5, 1250 ISO, Flash, bounced off ceiling, no FEC.





NOT a huge difference. I cropped a little, did a little color correction and noise reduction, as well as defog.
It takes so little to make life just a little bit easier, doesn't it? :)

Day 18- photoshop before and after

The girls had me giggling tonight as they turned the trampoline and climbing station into a ship- a pirate ship to be exact!
They were "hoisting the sails" and saving each other with a "rope" when they fell overboard into the rug- um, sea :)
It's amazing what my girls can come up with. The little yellow papers are pirate treasure they colored and cut out. They had just found it with their treasure map. The bright blue thing in the background, behind S's arm is a "talking parrot"- every pirate needs one, right?

Settings: 1/160, 2.8, 1250 ISO. Flash, FEC 0. I toned down the saturation- in the jpeg it is just too much, but in the raw it looks great. Unfortunately, I still can't access my RAW files in my PS. Anyway, I ran noise reduction in Photoshop, reduce saturation in layers, and I think made that layer a "screen light" blend at a fairly high %; maybe as high as in the 50-60 range? I ran defog and resized for web.

Day 17- photoshop before and after

This was a nothing special snapshot. but I loved how she had wrapped herself in toole and the expreession on her face. I decided to play with it. It's fairly soft, but that's okay.

Still a snapshot, but her sweet self is the focus of it now.

1/160, 3.5, iso 400. 5D, 100 mm lens. TFL!